Trust!

The word 'trust' is so sacred and at times, scary. Why? In this age of un-innocence and especially if u live in a big cosmopolitan city like KL, trust seems to be a forgotten word. Bygones! Especially if u are in a so-called "open relationship". I don't believe in open relationship. I think it's just a way for us to get away from being labelled as a "loser" and to be "taken" and "being taken" by someone implying that you are marketable.

I've never been a relationship and let alone be loved by someone and love someone. No mutual attraction whatsoever. I'd rather call myself a loser. And i'm proud of it too. Back to my topic of trust. It's hard for me to trust PLU (people like us) in KL and especially the good looking ones. They are just too good to be true. I always encountered this "trust" problem whenever i've met or dated someone. Imagine you sending tonnes of SMS on Saturday and you anticipate that person to reply immediately, BUT, he ended up replying 3 days later telling me he missed me. What's up with that?

And i always got the same reply. "My phone got problem". "I don't have credit". That are just lame excuses. Don't tell me you don't even have RM5 to top up. I just had had enough of this shitty excuses.

Points to ponder, "Where is the trust"? I'd rather be like Scully or Mulder - "trust nobody".