I'm falling in love

Hi All
Do you remember the bisex with cute smile? Well, i think i'm falling in love with him. His name is Zul. I dunno what came to my head but i guess it's a calling. The call of 'love'. It's hard for me to fall in love or more likely, a 'crush'. I think this is the 3rd time in my entire life that i had a 'crush' with a guy.

The 1st crush was with Razman when i was in Form 3. He was my first crush and he definitely, crushed my heart. I even wrote him a love letter. He told the whole form 3 that i love him and he even made fun of me. It was a turning point in my life to be strong against rejection. That was 1989.

The 2nd crush was with Zulkarnain when i worked in a local bank. He's not that cute but we clicked. We always go out together. Have lunch together. Have dinner together. We worked in the same department and we were like the "office lovebird." Anyway, after 4 months, the "crush" turned sour when another female colleague had feelings for him. So, i had to back off and ended up resigning since i can't tolerate the fact that he & the girl were dating behind my back.

The 3rd crush was Zul, the bisex guy whom i met and shagged a few days ago. He had the cutest smile. And just the right guy. So, i came clean to him and told him that i fancy him and accepted it and we kinda declared as couple on 6th May at 6:47pm. I'm falling in love with him. I love you Zul.