Aku tak percaya cinta (Episod 2)

Ni sambung dari posting dulu.

Thanks Lazyf for the comment. Maybe you are partly true. Maybe ada guy yang believe in love. Percaya pada cinta. Setia kasih pada cinta. But I have learned from my experience and the guys yang I pernah keluar for dating that they don't really actually look for love even if they said so in the first place. I chatted with one guy at YM yesterday. It was a very interesting conversation.

Imagine he's got 15 bfs from his age of 16 till 24. That's 8 years. Wow. Can a person have multiple bfs at any one time? macamana dia nak share the love? Which one should get more love from him? But having many bfs at any one time does it mean you that you are undecisive? Entah lah. I dun want to be judgmental etc but I can'?t share my love with multiple persons at any one time. Hey, i can't even have one bf. Ini kan pulak 15 bfs... What was I thinking?

Probably it's more lust than love. Macam mudah sangat. Seperti menukar baju. I can never be like that. I need to focus on one person to give all my love.

AKU TAK PERCAYA CINTA

Aku dah tak percaya cinta.
Cinta plu semuanya absurd.
Buang masa.
Tak ada hasil.
Ada ke plu yang percaya cinta sekarang ni?
Semua cinta plu berasaskan nafsu aje.
Superficial. Memandang paras rupa.

Aku dah bosan.

Baik aku single lagi bagus dan tidak mencari cinta.

Fuck love.

Nicole Linkletter Cycle 5 ANTM winner!

Nicole Linkletter is the 5th winner of ANTM. I dah agak she could win coz she is just so cute and edgy and high fashion and that fierce catwalk. Nicole is from North Dakota and she was in the bottom two twice and surprisingly, she never won any challenges. She has appeared in a few magazines termasuklah cover for Cleo Malaysia for Most Eligible Bachelor April 2009 issue. Among the magazines that she has been featured on:

1. Apple Daily

2. More Magazine

3. Elle Magazine Singapore

4. Marie Claire malaysia may 2009

5. T3 Singapore Magazine

6. Vanidades

7. Elle

8. women's health and fitness

9. Golf for women

10. Elle Girl

11. In Touch

12. Celebrity Living

13. People

Her body is tailor-made for high fashion. She is now signed with a few modelling agencies like Nous Management in LA and Diva Models in Singapore.

A round-up of who was eliminated first till last: Ashley, Ebony, Cassandra (quit the show), Sarah, Diane, Coryn, Kyle, Lisa, Kim, Jayla, Bre, Nik.

3 of my favourite photos are; Nicole's Bollywood shoot, Kim's crazy shoot, and Nik's couture shoot

3 of my worst photos: Ebony, Kim's super hero shoot, and Sarah's running away from Ms J

Waddup!

Sorry peeps coz it's been days since my last post. Busy lah. Atau pun looks like busy (LLB). Hehehe! There's nothing much happened to me since last Friday (28 May). I did go out for a date with a guy, A on Sunday. We watched Night at the museum 2 at Pavilion KL. He was ok. But definitely no spark. I am very much in need of a spark. The last time I felt I have a spark was with F but it turned out to be a "NO SPARK" at all. Bummer!

So, I have definitely moved on with my life. Forgotten about F altogether. I have even put ** next to his name. FYI, whenever I put ** to a guy's name, it denotes that:
1. I have met the guy but wished not to meet him again.
2. We have no spark
3. I had sex with him but would never do it with him again. In short, my ONS (one night stand).
4. He's an absolute psycho or nutjob.
5. He's not my taste
6. He used to be my ex bf.
7. He rejected me.
8. The worst sex ever or one of the forgettable sex ever.
9. He's a money boy.
10. he stopped contacting me after our first date.