Merdeka month

August was an exciting month. I went to Bangkok for the second time this year. Can't get enough of the Thai boys. They are so hot! Went there on 3 Aug till 8 Aug. This time around, I explored the city day and night activities and became an expert with the Sky train, the train, the public transport. It is so convenient to use the public transport. i even jogged at the Lumpini Park (the park with an open gym where most cute Thai hunks parading their muscular bodies for us fags to drool).

Shagged Sean but didn't cum on 9 Aug around 8pm. 3rd date with Fc Ish at Bukit Jalil the next day. watched "disturbia' with ish the next day. g4 reza came over on the same day and shagged him around 11pm. G4 Zell came over next day and he felt sick. What a dickhead! Earlier, dated g4 rexi at masjid jamek around 3pm. ay... came over on 17 Aug and again, i didn't do anything coz i didn't feel like doing it. shagged g4 wildhotfun around 6pm. The experience is "icky".

Mj blow.... came over to my house on 25 Aug and sucked my dick around 3pm. Az... came over the same day at night around 11pm. "teethy" action. The attack of the "ngang". Arrived in Seoul for a conference at 8am, 28 Aug. A korean guy sucked my dick at GM sauna on 31 Aug at 10pm.

July 2007

Hi All,
It's been ages since my last post. I'm so busy with work and my MBA. Let's see what happened to me in July 2007. July started off on a bad start when i was rejected by Pxxx. i came all the way to his house in maluri and he told me that i looked different from my picture. To know that he is not all that and more like a dorky guy and had the nerve to reject me, HELLO! Anyway, screw him.

Next day, i shagged 8 ps mie around 11pm. On 07.07.07, Kamal from Frixxx came over to my place at 12am and we just "ringan2". Foreplay! Kissing! Kinda like him but he never contacted me after that. Earlier on that day, went out on a date with MJ danneall at Times square. It was ok. But i knew all along that it would be my first and last date with him. Next day, shagged g4 dave around 4pm at a cheap hotel in cheras. It was indeed, a quickie and not a good one!

Shagged Ameer on 13 July around 12am. he is a married plu. Went to M Club next day and shagged 1 guy around 8pm. Shagged g4 hulu... at my house around 6pm on 19 july. He had a cute bubble butt and i licked his tight round ass and even bite it gently. he had a well-hung cock though. he had a bf and knew few gay guys at my workplace. Shagged g4 danny around 3pm. Ayxxx came over at my house on 23rd and we didn't do anything coz i didn't feel like doing it.

Mj husz came over to my place at 2am on 27th. had my exam the next day (paper financial management). Then, right after, went for an "orgy that went awry". This guy hooked me up to have a 3some and he told me that he would wait on me before fucking the bottom guy. but, when i reach there, he had fucked the guy twice and the bottom didn't want me to fuck him since he was tired and would only sucked me. So, i was pissed and left them.

had a date with Fc Ish next day. shagged g4 james the next day around 1opm. "ringan2" with dannie 11pm next day.

Dear Diary 3!

1. 09.06.07
Shagged a Bruneian guy from Fr, Sai.... 9pm.

2. 12.06.07
Movie date with Eddy watching Fantastic Four at Mid Valley, 9.30pm.

3. 14.06.07
Dated Far.. from G4 at KLCC around 7pm.

4. 17.06.07
2nd date with Far.. from G4 at Ampang Park 6ish.

5. 18.06.07
Shagged ca..yus from g4 around 11pm.

6. 20.06.07
Shagged er76 from g4 around 6ish.

7. 23.06.07
Broke up with Ayang at 2pm. Finally, i'm free. Sick of him controlling my life. I'm HAPPY!
Hai... from Fc came over and he's so kayu & ticklish and everytime i touch him he will tickle. Whatever! i gave up and shooed him away. Wasting my time.

8. 26.06.07
Shagged riz from g4 9ish. He's got a lovely ass. Round. Hairless. Smells good. He's cute too.

9. 27.06.07
Dated uss ep.. from g4 at Precinct 8, putrajaya at 9ish.

10. 29.06.07
Went to M Club. Not lucky. Dunno why? But, have a quickie with 2 guys.

11. 30.06.07
Went to karaoke and bumped into far.. and he didn't even look at me. Shithead! I dun really trust gay guys this days. especially, those young PLU. if u dun like me, tell me upfront ok. Dun waste my time.

Dear Diary 2!

Sambungan dari posting lepas.
1. 27.5.07 (Sunday)
Ayang came over to my house and spend time with me from 8am-3pm. Spending time means more sex lah.

2. 01.06.07 (Friday) Part 1
Shagged What... from G4 around 3pm. Very tall guy. Lanky. Slightly dark skin. The ass was ok. Clean. He loved getting rimmed by me. He actually knew my office colleague. The sex was OK. He was OK; performance wise! Very likely me shagging him again. He's a fashion designer.

3. 01.06.07 (Friday) Part 2
Boy from Fr came over around 10pm. He was taller than me. A bit chunky but not chubby. Probably, his build is quite big. A bit hairy though. I rimmed & i shagged him. But, he gave me an amazing rim job. He's SO good that i was literally moaning and i was so orgasmic reminiscent Meg Ryan's famous orgasmic scene in 'When Harry Met Sally'. Yes baby yes!!!!!!!!!!

4. 02.06.07 (Saturday)
Went back to Seremband and helped my sister move her stuff to Malacca. Later that day celebrated Along's birthday.

5. 03.06.07 (Sunday)
Rushing back to KL to meet Ayang and he's so inconsiderate and i just blew off and he's just pissed me off. He came over around 10am and we had an argument. Verbal argument. And then, we end up having sex. It is true that when couple had an argument or fight, they will end up kissing and making up. And what better way than having sex post fight. The feeling is even better than the planned shag.

6. 06.06.07 (Wednesday)
Naza from Fc came over around 10pm and i totally hated this guy. Dah lah i have to buy him dinner and then, when reaching my home, he didn't want to do anything. Just wasting my time. What a jerk!

7. 07.06.07 (Thursday)
Meeting J from Sibu in KL in a hope that i can get laid but he had to eat first and then shower and then can have sex. It was 10ish and i have to catch the last train and he's not helping by moving at a snail pace. So, i just called it a day and told him to have dinner by himself, go shower, and rest and promised him i'll meet the following day (which i lied to since i just don't want to be in the same situation again.). Sayonara!

Dear Diary 1!

Hi peeps, it's been 2 months since my last posting. I'm sorry for the long hiatus. I've been busy in love (or out of it?). Work is pretty hectic too. Plus my study. Yes peeps, I AM studying MBA part time at a private uni here in KL. Glad to know i'm finishing this year. Yay! It's time for dear diary moments. Are you ready? Drum roll please.... Jeng Jeng Jeng! Let the sexperience begins:

18.5.07 (Friday)
Shagged Zal... from Fc around 8pm. His ass was pretty lickable. Clean. Round. Firm ass. Shaggable indeed. It was a good sex. Average height and weight. Just nice.
Ass factor:7/10
Shag factor: 6/10
Would i wanna have sex with him again?: Yes

20.5.07 (Sunday)
Fucki....., a guy from G4 came over at my place to have coffee and chatting around 2am. Nothing happened. We just talked.
Would i date him again?: Nope. Friends maybe!

Watch Spidey 3 at Times Square alone around 3pm. It was a mind-blowing sequel with more villains and more action. Tobey is pretty much in form but kinda worn out as Spidey. But still have a nice cute ass. Too bad, he's married. Kirsten Dunst is pretty predictable and she's just look so lifeless. The Franco guy is just yummylicious and with those sexy lower lips... damn... i wanna kiss him more. And that 70s guy is an eye candy as well and have a cute ass to boot. That Sand man action sequel and scenes are pretty amazing.

21.5.07 (Monday)
Ar.. came over at my place and gave me a blowjob around 12pm. Not really my type. Had a BO. I came and he swallowed my cum a bit. Eww!
Would i had a quickie with him again?: Maybe. But he needs to put on deodorant. Seriously. he had to get one.

22.5.07 (Tuesday)
Went to watch the preview of Shrek 3 with Eddy at Midvalley at 9.30pm. He's so cute and we went to the cinema quite late. And once we are inside, everyone was looking at us. That everyone is predominantly my work colleague; single, married, and they must've wondered who is this cute date that i'm bringing. Eddy is cute. But, we're just close friend. I wish we were a couple.

Would i watch a movie preview again with Eddy?: Abso-fucking-lutely!

23.5.07 (Wednesday)
Raz... from G4 came over and spent a night over. Shagged him of course. He's a steward with a local airlines. He already had a bf. He has a nice ass. A bit loose though. He came over to have sex out of madness with his bf. He's jealous with his bf coz he suspected him screwing around with other guys. So, he just wanted to avenge by sleeping with me. Lucky me! :)

Would i have sex with him again?: Maybe. 60%. i told him that his ass is "loose" so he's pretty mad about it. Sorry man, my bad!

24.5.07 (Thursday)
Shagged Nak.... from g4 around 12am. Not a good sex. It was awkward since he's a bit "KAYU". Correction... not a bit. but a lot "kayu" ok. Kayu pun tak sekeras ini k.

Would i shag him again?: Yes. Yuh huh!!!! You think!


25.5.07 (Friday)
Shagged speed er... from g4 around 8pm. Another case of somebody's bf who is so freaking horny that he wanted to "makan luar". shouldn't a guy who's already in a relationshio "eating out"? No right! Who am i kidding?

Would i shag him again?: Nope.

Mother's Day

Went back to my hometown in Seremban yesterday afternoon to celebrate Mother's Day. All my siblings and my nephews and nieces gathered at my sister's house at TTJ to celebrate the occasion. It was a very chaotic but fun and full of loving occasion. I bought mum a cake and a rose. I love you mum.

p/s: had a quickie with this guy. And it is an awful shag. Hate it!

I'm falling in love

Hi All
Do you remember the bisex with cute smile? Well, i think i'm falling in love with him. His name is Zul. I dunno what came to my head but i guess it's a calling. The call of 'love'. It's hard for me to fall in love or more likely, a 'crush'. I think this is the 3rd time in my entire life that i had a 'crush' with a guy.

The 1st crush was with Razman when i was in Form 3. He was my first crush and he definitely, crushed my heart. I even wrote him a love letter. He told the whole form 3 that i love him and he even made fun of me. It was a turning point in my life to be strong against rejection. That was 1989.

The 2nd crush was with Zulkarnain when i worked in a local bank. He's not that cute but we clicked. We always go out together. Have lunch together. Have dinner together. We worked in the same department and we were like the "office lovebird." Anyway, after 4 months, the "crush" turned sour when another female colleague had feelings for him. So, i had to back off and ended up resigning since i can't tolerate the fact that he & the girl were dating behind my back.

The 3rd crush was Zul, the bisex guy whom i met and shagged a few days ago. He had the cutest smile. And just the right guy. So, i came clean to him and told him that i fancy him and accepted it and we kinda declared as couple on 6th May at 6:47pm. I'm falling in love with him. I love you Zul.

Recap 28 Apr-3 May

28 Apr - A date!
Dated Eddy at LRT Bukit Jalil around 5pm. He's not bad in person. Not much of a talker. Good physique. Biasalah, i end up doing all the talking. We drank and chatted about an hour.
My rating:
1. Look: 7/10
2. Body: 8/10
3. Conversation: 5/10
4. Chemistry: 4.5/10
5. Lush factor: 7/10
6. Would i date him again?: Maybe

29 Apr-1 May - Kuching trip
Day 1
Went to Kuching and the Air Asia flight departed KL around 10am and reached Kuching 12noon. It was raining and Emer was already there waiting for me in his grey Kancil car. He was OK. Not really drop dead. Not my type either. Pimplish. But, very fair. Went to check in at some cheap hotel in the city at RM34.50 per night. Straight went on a romp and shagged him around 2pm. After shagging, relaxed a bit before went out on a city tour at night. Sightseeing etc and had dinner at a seafood centre in front of the Income tax building.

Day 2
Checked out the hotel and went to Santubong Resort and checked in around 3pm. Bumped into 2 couple (all of them are chubby. They must be chub chasers.) at the registration counter. The resort was nice and i can see the view of Mount Santubong from my room. and my room has an ocean view and it's so beautiful. Went jogging at the beach and saw the sunset. It was, indeed, a picture perfect reminiscent of a beautiful postcard. Shagged Emer around 5pm. Emer took some saucy photos of me posing on bed wearing nothing but my boxer and my towel.

Day 3
Departed Kuching around 8pm and reached home at 10pm.

My rating:
1. Look: 5/10
2. Body: 4/10
3. Conversation: 7/10
4. Chemistry: 4.5/10
5. Lush factor: 4/10
6. Would i see him again?: Definitely since he's a nice guy and love traveling

2 May 2007 - Akmal's birthday
Went back to Seremban to celebrate Akmal's birthday. He turned 8 1st May. Then, later went to City Park and play soccer with my nephews at the field there: Akmal, Haziq, Haikal. Best gak. Budak2 tu have fun. Saw one malay guy jogging in his white figure hugging T-shirt & white track bottom. The shirt got all wet and you could clearly see his nipple and body. Not bad for a married guy.

3 May - The bisex with the cute smile
I had to leave the office early and picked Zulfazli from Bukit Jalil LRT around 5.30pm. He was quiet at first in my car and we suddenly got comfortable at my apartment. He's got the cutest smile ever. nice hair. nice smile. nice smile. Did i say nice smile? yuh huh! And he's got nice round ass. Shorty. So my type. I shagged him 3 times. twice on my bed, and once in the shower. but i like kissing him. we like kissing for so long and most of the time. i tucked him for a while and he took a quick nap while i'm caressing his hair and put his head onto my body, gently caressing his hair, his face, his body, his nipple. Very cute 20yo bisex guy. His dick is funny. Quite big on the head, the very the mushroomy. But short shaft though. (batang pendek, kepala besar). A very weird dick and it bent to the right (i think!)

My rating:
1. Look: 8.5/10
2. Body: 7/10
3. Conversation: 6.5/10
4. Chemistry: 6.5/10
5. Lush factor: 8.5/10
6. Would i shag him again?: yes. I'll definitely kiss him.

The "Eww" Factor!

I had an unpleasant sexperience on 26 Apr. This guy from G4men wanted to come over to my place for a shag. And he didn't have a picture of himself in the web. Only his body shots which were quite nice actually. Until he came over and showed up in front of my door. I was literally frozen and speechless. I had no choice but to invite him, correction, "her" in. He was not, at all, muscular. more like a sissy or effeminate fag. So, i had no choice but to fuck him. Pity fuck that is. I swear to God that next time a guy asked me out and i insist to see his self pic. I learned my lesson the "eww" way. This happened around 1am.

Later, in the evening around 7pm, another guy wanted to come over and spend overnight at my place. From the pic that he mms me, he looks real cute and i was definitely being lied to. He was not only not cute at all, but he has "teethy" thingie the moment i saw him and even worst, he had bad breath. Ewww! OMG, what a bad day. So, i didn't do anything with him and pretended that i'm busy with office work that i had to bring along and finish at home. Please guys, if u know you had bad breath, you should at least brush your teeth or chew gums etc.

P/s: "Teethy" means bad teeth.

My birthday

OMG, I'm 33 today. I just hate being older. I'm just not equipped with the fact that i AM getting older. Does it make me wiser? Not necessarily though. It's good to know that i do get birthday wishes from a few ppl like:
1. My sisters: Ina & Kak Ani
2. Guys4men guys: Emad, jason, afiq, emer, jason2, jude, feer, harm
3. My PLU friend: Fairuz
4. 8tv chat guys: E1
5. Faceparty guys: Iqbal, administrator
6. My staff: Nana, Izan, Yee
7. My straight friend: Azmi
8. My secretary: Yus
9. Fridae guys: Kim, Winc, bumm, Lawrence
i didn't make any wish. Didn't celebrate though. Celebrate by myself. Still on leave today. Just bought 3 slices of cakes; cheese, mocha, chocolate. Ate while watching The Amazing Race. I'm just a 33yo LOSER!

22 Apr

It was a horny Sunday indeed. I was supposed to go back to my hometown but i bailed out. i'm just so lazy to drive to Seremban. Thought it rained but it didn't. anyway, a guy S from Guys4men (G4) went over to my place 3ish and i supposed to fuck him. He looked different than his pic with 'love handle' and a little bit of tummy. He's quite 'kayu' or stiff as i had to do all the foreplay a.k.a. "romen" part and he just lazed there like a big log. Anyway, when i want to fucked him, he suddenly cancelled out on me and kept tightening his asshole. He told me he's scared. He's actually bisexual. Hence, the more reason i shouldn't fuck a bi guy. They are just 'kayu'.

Later around 8pm, fucked Zam from Fridae. This guy was also 'kayu' but his cute and tight ass compensated his 'kayu'ness and earlier on before we met, he told me his ass was small & tight. But, i guess after all that rimming, his ass was neither small nor tight. It is loose and wet and grew and thanks to my rimming style. He liked it!

April updates

It's been a while since my last posting on 10 Apr. Let's see what had happened during my hiatus.
11 Apr
Shagged Keith around 1am.

14 Apr
1. Went out to Times Square with my best friend, Rizal. Then, dated Adam at Dome at Times Square around 5pm and Rizal tagged along as well. It was fun and it's the first time i'm dating a guy with my friend tagged along. Thank God Adam was ok with it. He's a nice guy. Talkative. We laughed, made joke (mostly me making the jokes). Anyway, it was a good date. We chatted almost 2 hours before we left Times Square around 7ish. Adam was OK but i'm not sure whether there is a potential for more dating. Rating: 6/10.

2. Went to Otot2 and shagged 1 guy but i couldn't come so i stopped during the shag.

15 Apr
Departed to Tokyo at 11am. Reached Narita Airport at 7pm and directly checked in at Narita Excel Tokyu Hotel. The weather was cold and raining. The hotel was not bad except that it is far from Tokyo.

16 Apr
Checked out from hotel and went to Asakusa Kannon Temple. It was the oldest temple in Tokyo. Lots of tourists from Thailand. Went to 100 yen shop. My stomach not feeling so good that i had to frequently go to the toilet. Visited Imperial Palace (nothing much as it reminds me of London's Albert Park). Ginza (equivalent to New York Times Square). Akihibara shopping centre (7-storey building that sells latest electronic items like cameras, handphones. Similar to Low Yat Plaza but even bigger.) Checked into Dai-Ichi Hotel Tokyo in Shimbashi.

17 Apr
Went to Mt Fuji. Can't view the mountain top as the station was closed up to Station 5 since there was massive snow. Took a few pics around the pine trees filled up with snow. Simply amazing! Then, went to Lake Ashinoko. Nothing much except it was such a huge lake and it's supposed to have a historic memoir from the earliest Japanese empire.

18 Apr
Went to an exhibition a Makuhari Messe. Nothing coz it was irrelevant to my job. Next, went to Tokyo Disney Sea. Too cold and raining. later at night went to 24 Kaikan at Shinjuku ni-chome. Have a quickie with 3 guys at 3 different time; 1st-Japanese Indo guy, 2nd-Japanese, 3rd-Caucasian

19 Apr
Return to KL. Departed Tokyo at 1.30pm and transit at Kota Kinabalu around 6.30pm. Reached Kl at 10pm.

21 Apr
shagged alex at 8am.


19 Apr

Horny bastard!

What at title! Actually, i juz dumbstruck to give the title of this post. Mental block lah pulak kan. Anyway, the title refers to me. I AM THE HORNY BASTARD! I had sex around 2am on 7 Apr and this guy came to my house 2ish and before he entered my apartment i told him that we have to keep it down since my sister was sleeping in the next room. So, we went straight into the act and the usual. me rimming his tight hole and he had this cute round ass and beautiful hole that it makes me freaking high that i bit his round ass. Of course, i then later pumped his ass in any positions doable like there's no tomorrow. He came but i did not. i pretend to come since i saw that "painful" look on his face so i had to fake it.

The next day, again, my "adik" is still horny and wanted some more. so, i hook up with this guy at his flat in bukit bintang area around 3pm. i didn't know that this guy was versatile top and he hadn't been fucked like years...so i was quite stunned when he told me the moment we met. he told me he's bottom. anyway, i had quite a challenge fucking him since his hole was too tight and couldn't get my 'adik' inside the hole. after many attempts, my 'adik' finally made it and humped his ass doggy style. After that 'unsatisfactory sexperience', i went shopping with my fren.

p/s: When would be my next shag? We just have to wait & see. I'll keep you posted. All i can say X Tube really made me horny every night.

"Stalker"

i had quite a scary experience last night (5 apr). i was walking towards my condominium block from 7-Eleven. as i was passing the ground floor of the block, this malay guy in white t and short was heading to the lift and so was i. he was in front of me and his friend was walking in front of him. Hastily, i kept walking behind him slowly and he kept looking back at me me and glanced a few times. so, the lift door is about to close but he hold the door for me and let me in. his friend was already inside and they pushed 3rd floor button and mine 12th floor. and instead of getting off on 3rd floor, he told his friend that he wanted to go up on 12th floor and his friend smiled cheekily. i felt so awkward at that time and he kept on glancing at me making me so uncomfy. as we reached the 12th floor, the lift door opened and i walked behind him and guess what. he walked to the same direction of my unit and to my surprise, he knew the neighbour who stayed in front of my unit. he pressed the bell and i was already unlocking the lock to the front door of my unit and he gazed intensely at me as if he wants to jump on me.

"Dress"

I went to Kuantan to attend my staff's wedding. I didn't drive and my work colleague did, H. Another girl from other dept joined as well, A. It was a good shiny day. It took us 3 hours to reach there. We stopped at Genting Sempah to have our breakfast. OK. The point of my story is that i hate wedding so much. And to know that there should be a dress code to attend one. I wasn't aware that there is such code. I think there's something called 'appropriate dress code'. So, i was stunned when i walked in the wedding hall and everyone's literally wearing our traditional costume (baju kurung for the women, and baju melayu for the men). and what's worst was that i'm wearing a "figure-hugging" a.k.a tight collared tee with jeans i.e. the typical me dressing up for leisure. The moments we stepped in, this old yet beautiful and friendly auntie around 50s came to us and greeted us. And i mentioned my name and she was so glad that me (her daughter's boss) attending her daughter's wedding and she, spontaneously, announced to the people in the hall something like, "everybody, this is ...., my daughter's boss from ....). Good boss!" I was so shocked and speechless and i had to give my fake smile to them unknowingly. i was literally blushed and to know that i was 'inappropriately dressed' just make things awkward. Even my staff's brother and sister kept asking, "Who is ...?" and they were like, "So, this is my sister's boss." I'm not sure whether they sincerely asked me that question or just wondered who is this boss of my sister who made a living hell of my sister's life. The boss from hell. Or even better, E...., the bitch from hell.

Recap 27 Mar-3 Apr

Nothing much happened since my last update except on 1st April Fool.
What happened on April Fool's day?
I got fooled.
No.
I fucked guys lah.
The first one was a guy from G4 at 3am. His name is Shah. He's quite 'kayu' (stiff) but after all my efforts i.e. caressing, kissing his body etc, he finally gave in and i rimmed him, licked him, sucked him, and finally shagged him in every positions. He's got a very nice tight dark ass. Nice boxer too.
Then, later at night, i went to Otot2 (gay sauna) and fucked one chinese guy twice in the sauna. he swallowed my cum. Yum!

26 Mar

I'm on annual leave today. Had to clear last year's annual leave by 31st Mar. Had 1 day leave to clear. It was a pretty ordinary Monday. Woke up late around 11am. Supposed to go out & pay my Maxis bills and watch a movie but the weather is so hot that i decided to stay inside.

Watched a few episode of "Friends" of the season finale. I could never tired of watching Friends. It's one of my favourite TV series ever. Watching Friends is one of my ways to kill my loneliness. yeah, apart from talking to Bulan. I even remembered the lines and one liners from the episodes.

Later in the evening, shagged E Azlihaikal. It was NOT ok since i couldn't "CUM" but i did fake it by telling him that i already cum in the condom. I dunno i just couldn't do it anymore with him. Probably, i need to find new cute shag buddy.

Monday is ANTM night. Tonight, AJ got the boot. And Terry & Ian were eliminated in The Amazing Race All Stars.

Recap 19 Mar-25 Mar 2007

Let's recap what happened to me for the past 1 week.
19 Mar
i. Finally get my Maxis 3G connect and that means i can go mobile i.e. checking my emails at home and office emails from home. That means, i don't really have to be in the office. i just have to get connected from anywhere and reply the emails. Cool! I can start blogging again. Yay!
ii. America's next top model cycle 7. Megg got the boot. Rock n roll. Poor Megg!

20 Mar
i. Media Prima day with back-to-back good shows i.e. Grey's Anatomy on NTV7 at 8.30pm, Ugly Betty on 8TV at 9.30pm, and Desperate Housewives on 8TV at 10.30pm.
ii. I'm such a couch potato.

21 Mar
I'm so freaking horny that i had to go Otot2. Of coz I got some action.

24 Mar
Watched Bridge of Terabithia at KLCC at 11.30am. I couldn't believe that I've burped during the movie and the guy next to me gave me that "I'm pissed" look. I did say sorry. Then, dated G Chivas Hykal at Lot 10. had lunch with him at McDonald's. Definitely, not working out.

25 Mar
Date Fc Aqiem at Bdr Tasik Selatan LRT around 11pm about 10 mins. another bad date. I'm such a loser when it comes to dating.

Trust!

The word 'trust' is so sacred and at times, scary. Why? In this age of un-innocence and especially if u live in a big cosmopolitan city like KL, trust seems to be a forgotten word. Bygones! Especially if u are in a so-called "open relationship". I don't believe in open relationship. I think it's just a way for us to get away from being labelled as a "loser" and to be "taken" and "being taken" by someone implying that you are marketable.

I've never been a relationship and let alone be loved by someone and love someone. No mutual attraction whatsoever. I'd rather call myself a loser. And i'm proud of it too. Back to my topic of trust. It's hard for me to trust PLU (people like us) in KL and especially the good looking ones. They are just too good to be true. I always encountered this "trust" problem whenever i've met or dated someone. Imagine you sending tonnes of SMS on Saturday and you anticipate that person to reply immediately, BUT, he ended up replying 3 days later telling me he missed me. What's up with that?

And i always got the same reply. "My phone got problem". "I don't have credit". That are just lame excuses. Don't tell me you don't even have RM5 to top up. I just had had enough of this shitty excuses.

Points to ponder, "Where is the trust"? I'd rather be like Scully or Mulder - "trust nobody".

Good to be back!

Hi Everyone
It's been almost 9 months since my last posting. Anyway, now that i have my Maxis 3G connect. I can now go mobile with this wi-fi technology. That means, i can regularly update my blog. It's good to be back. Let's forget about 2006 and focus on 2007. I hope it's not too late to have a recap on what are my 2007's resolutions? let the countdown begins.
1. Financial management
I want to better control my personal finance in 2007. I'm looking into investing, more savings than spending, avoid unnecessary spending.
2. A boyfriend
This has been my goal for like FOREVER and being a loser that i am, i am determined to find a BF.
3. Bulan a.k.a The moon
To continue talking to Bulan whenever i'm down. You may say i'm nuts coz I AM and to live in a stressful city like KL, you need to get some sort of place you can find comfort. i found mine. Bulan is my friend.
4. Apartment / house
I want to buy apartment / condo / house for myself. I bought a bungalow for my mum in Seremban and the bungalow will be ready by Feb'08.
5. More traveling. I went to Bangkok in Jan and Kota Kinabalu in Feb. Going to Tokyo in Apr and again to Bangkok in Aug. I just love Thai Boys.
6. Shag
Maintain to shag. Just don't overshag.
7. New activities like rock climbing, etc.