Sunday, November 15, 2009

Fly to nowhere!!!!!!!!!

Right now I'm feeling disillusioned. As if I were a bird and flying to nowhere. Restless. Destination-less. A flight to nowhere. It seems that my life has become so stale. so stagnant. so motionless. so static. so routine. so uncertain. so unsure. i dun even know what i want. what do i really want in life? i felt i have been wasting my life for something that is impossible. love. a gay love, that is.

well, i just cried while writing this post while listening to Agnes Monica's 'Teruskanlah'. why i can't be happy just like any other gays who are happily attached? i know this cinta is luar biasa. bukan cinta biasa. but i need to love and be loved. but i'm seem outta luck.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Not your average joe!

It's been a while since my last update kan. Anyway, bukannya busy sangat pun cuma tak ada masa or more appropriately, malas nak update blog. maybe i should create twitter instead. ada ke followers? I dun think so. more like a twitter yg syok sendiri. anyway, i'm still single as usual since my last update in August. with regular shags. dating. that keeps me going. and also i just got 2 nieces; alyah and dania. bestnya! dah lama tak ada anak buah perempuan.

for my lovelife, i masih baik dgn my ex. I'm not sure whether both of us have feelings for each other. but we still keep in touch. u even buka puasa sama dulu a few days before raya. then we jumpa for late night drinks. he went out with a model ok rite now (so he says lah). so who am i to compete. but i kinda bumped that he went out clubbing regularly. he even took drugs occasionally and drinking alcohols. so, i guess since i dun do all those things, we are so NOT getting back together.

speaking of model and hunks, this guy,Imran from tagged said hi to me and i remembered him so well since he is so cute. tall. fair. like a dream boat. of course we had sex when we met a few years back. too bad that he's got a bf already. but i wish he was my bf.

which brings me to the question. why can't an ordinary guy like me an average joe have a hunk as their bf? Why does a hunk have to be with a hunk too? susah kan. the world is not fair. kadang2 aku makan hati tengok gay couple yg sama hunky. why can't it happen to me? i'm not a typical average joe. i want the beautiful things in life too. i want a hunky bf too. but why no hunks want me?

Why?

Monday, August 10, 2009

Melilau 4

5 Aug
Jumpa Rita and Zalina, my ex colleagues kat MEPS dulu. Rita dah lama tak jumpa Zalina. So, that's why kitorang plan nak get together. best catching up ngn diorang. Even if short tapi best. tapi aku suspect Zalina ada krisis dgn Pita' dan Suzie. Coz everytime I asked her the question, dia mcm nak mengelak. True enuff. Memang diorang tak baik. Memang shocking tau. We'll talk about that later since I juz met Suzie and Pita' tadi (11 Aug).

6 Aug
Shag Boy. Dah lama tak main ngn Boy. main tengah malam tau. Hehehe! lepas main, ada kete block my car. nasib baik kete tu tak put hand brake. so, kena minta tlg Boy tolakkan. Sorry Boy. Cek cut kat muka boy. Hehehe!!!

7 Aug
Went to see R kat umah dia kat Tmn OUG. datang tengah malam tau. Sampai tersesat. padahal dekat aje umah dia ngn umah aku. dia putih tinggi. badan just nice. nice axx. dia tanya sama ada aku pegi gym ke coz tangan muscular tapi aku cakap aku tak pi. juz buat sit up and push up. itu aje. dia suruh aku jadi his fxxx buddy. aku cakap iya mcm acuh tak acuh. layan je. about 1 hour gak lah. reached home almost 2am. so, tido lambatlah gamaknya. btw, dia pakai red thong. ayooo. so sexy! aku siap cium thong dia.. fetish nampak.

8 Aug
Ada team building kat Putrajaya. The morning session was boring. The evening one was better since ada amazing race. quite physical. since dlm team tu, aku yg fit (perasan tau) so terpaksa buat all those physical activities. memang tiring. malam tu memang aku passed out. penat giler. terus telan panadol muscle and pain before tido awal ard kul 11.

9 Aug
Shag K from Sentul around 10am. Dah umah line clear coz my sister tak ada umah. Oklah. Tapi dia a bit kayu. mcm anak mami sikit. kesian dia kena jalan kaki dari LRT to my house. Tapi aku drove him back later to lrt.

Then, went out on a date with M, budak Putrajaya Precinct 9 kat Pavilion. Dia bi. So, aku mcm tak berapa nak layan coz bagi aku, org bi ni tak leh buat decision or simply confused. prinsip aku senang aje, you are either gay or straight. no in between. sama gak spt life, you either choose to do A or B. no such thing as do both. It's like u either go to heaven or hell. No tengah2. Boleh gitu? I dun think so.

Melilau 3

30 July
Jumpa Z kat Shah Alam Section 2. Z ni ok. Cute gak. anak ikan. dia stay kat klang. But memandangkan aku tak biasa sgt area klang so aku suruh dia jumpa aku kat shah alam. then later aku sent him to klang. he was OK. cukup sifat. lebih kurang tinggi aku. suka main futsal. wow, i'm impressed. sesuai sgt. suka bf yg sporty mcm tu. kitorang dinner kat kedai kopi section 2. dia tak makan. ayoo. diet ke? pas dinner. masa aku masuk keta, dia dah mula buang tebiat. kissing segala. touching my 'thing'. pokoknya, dah ghairah ya amat. so, we went to a dark parking area. dia BJ aku. then, i have to sent him home coz dah 11ish. dlm keta, dia kissed me and kete sebelah nampak kitorang kiss. siap tengok2 kitorang lagi tu. kitorang tergelak aje. Actually, dia stay dkt ngn area umah Amin.

2 Aug
Tgk harry potter dgn Z kat Times Square. i picked him up at KL Sentral. aku hangin sekejap coz dia lambat sampai. pastu punya lah lawak aku tak tau yg aku pakai baju terbalik. nasib baik dia perasan. nasib baik aku masih lagi dlm keta. kalau kat luar, matilah org gelak kat aku. so, masa kat parking kat times square, aku pun tukar kedudukan baju. masa buka baju dlm keta tu nasib baik org tak ada. dia siap peluk aku lagi. dia dah mula ghairah. ayoo. siap gigit my nipple. ewww! too much info.

3 Aug
Aku MC hari ni. Konon2 sakit ler. Sakit tipu... Sempat lagi shag J, mamat Tasik Selatan around 3ish.

Melilau 2

Ni nak cite pasal apa yg aku buat since balik Redang. Aku balik dari Redang on Saturday 25 July. Next day, 26 July, aku ada kuar date ngn A kat Pavilion around 1ish. So, kitorang terus had lunch kat Old Town. Dia ok lah. Putih. Tinggi. very stylo. So, itu yg aku malas pi Pavilion coz i'm not stylish at all. Our conversation was ok lah. He likes traveling. very articulate. masa kitorang tgh makan tu, ada mamat cina ni asyik check us out. Hello!!!! That guy had the nerve to check us out. Dahlah dia kuar dgn some girls and one kid. Bisex ke! I dun do bi guy, ok.

Next day, 27 July, shag dengan T. Jumpa dia kat lrt Bukit jalil. very young anak ikan. 19yo. tu. muka pun baby face lagi. yummy. cuma dia a lil bit hairy waist down. memandangkan katil aku patah so terpaksa buat kat dlm bilik air and on the floor. lepas shag kat bilik air, kitorang just lepak kat living room around 7ish. foreplay ler... tengah foreplay tu. tiba2 terdengar main door punya grill ada org buka. alamak my sister dah balik. nasib baik tak kantoi. kitorang terus sambung kat dlm bilik. another round. then lepak then terus dinner and sent him to the lrt. kitorang makan sate kot kat awan besar. masa kat awan besar tu ada abg2 gayah senja check us out. hellloooooo!

Melilau 1

Sorry guys. Today aku post blog awal sikit. Coz boring gila kat ofis ni. 2 of my officemates tak ada. Jantan tu sakit mata. MC dua hari. Pompuan tu plak ada training 3 hari. Khamis baru balik. Mamat sorang lagi tu busy dgn data analysis dia tu. Ayooo!!!! Aku tak campur sgt dgn bebudak in my team. Tak kuasa nak campur. Big boss, GM, tak ada pulak. So, a lil bit relax today. Rasa mcm nak chow aje post lunch. Tengok wayang ke. have a quickie. melilau. macam tak biasa lah pulak kan.

Speaking of which, sepatutnya aku tengok wayang once a week tapi last week tak tgk apa2 pun. The last was the week before. Harry Potter. Cite dia ok lah. Tak se best previous movies. Mcm ada kureng garam dan gula sikit. Rasa mcm nak tengok The Proposal. I would so do Ryan Reynolds. He's not only hot. Hot body. Tapi funny. Ayooo. Kalau dapat, gerenti tak cari lain. Plus, dah lama tak tengok Sandra Bullock on big screen since Miss Congeniality. She was hilarious in that movie.

And seharusnya G.I.Joe. Channing Tatum is just so hot. He was a former model. He was skinny back then. Tapi i can't get my eyes off him since 'She's the man'. Ayooo. He's juz so yummy i wanna eat him. Then, 'Step Up', the movie was OK lah. But he's got moves. I luv who's got grooves. he can go groovy with me anytime baby. Kalau given a choice between Ryan and Channing, i have to say Ryan kot coz he's funnier than Channing. Sorry Channing. I need a guy yg kelakar juga coz life kena chill. Tak leh serious sangat. So, Ryan can light up my gloomy day anytime. Hehehe!!!!

Friday, August 07, 2009

Me and movie stubs (Part 1)


Lately ni aku gila kumpul movie stubs. Entah. Maybe because boring kot. That's why lah I found this weird hobby. Hehehe!!!! At least i can keep track of the movies that I have watched. Apa kata kita buat rundown on the movie stubs by months? let's!!!


Dec 2008

3 movies:

1. IP Man (24 Dec) (HK) (Donnie Yeap) (My rating: 4.5/5. Action choreography superb!)

2. Bedtime Stories (28 Dec) (USA) (Adam Sandler) (My rating: 3/5. Typical Adam!)

3. Bolt (28 Dec) (USA) (Animated) (My rating:4/5. So sweet!)

Aku suka tengok back-to-back movies. 28hb tu aku tengok 2 movies kat GSC Pavilion.


Jan 2009

4 movies:

1. The spirit (3 Jan) (USA) (Scarlet Johanson) (My rating: 1/5. Mcm hampeh!)

2. Yes Man (12 Jan) (USA) (Jim carey) (My rating:3/5. OK lah.)

3. Maut (19 Jan) (Msia) (Que haidar) (My rating: 3.5/5. An eye-opening movie!)

4. Underworld: Rise of the lycans (22 Jan) (USA) (My rating:3/5. OK lah.)



Feb 2009

3 movies:

1. Ong Bak 2 (5 Feb) (Thai) (My rating: 3/5. Ok lah)

2. Geng (13 Feb) (Msia) (My rating:3.5/5. I'm proud to be msia. Best. My anak buah pun suka).

3. Geng (21 Feb)



Sunday, July 26, 2009

Pulau Redang trip 23 to 25 Jul




Hi Uols! Jangan jealous. That's me. Basking in the sun kat Pulau redang. The sand is so white and the scenery is best giler. Laut dia punya lah cantik. So blue so green. Ni kat atas aku posing kira2 perasan Aruba Next Top Model lah ni. The very the not so Sports Illustrated. Posing maut punya pasal. Seperti kata Tyra, "FIERCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!". Berangan sekejap. Yang penting aku dapat release tension dari keje. yay! Aku stay kat redang pelangi resort.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

HOLAHEIIII

Waddup people? Sorry dah lama tak update my blog. Been busy with work. Speaking about work. It is so crazy. And literally, everyday without fail ada at least 1 meeting. Aku pening coz too many meeting. Camne keje nak jalan? That's why they call TM - tempat meeting.

Jumpa kawan2:
1.22 June: Zalina, my ex colleague kat MEPS at KL Sentral, Sooka Sentral around 6ish. Dah lama tak jumpa dia. can't believe rambut dia beruban dah. ayooo girl - please take good care ya. I miss the ever pretty Zalina.
2. 24 June: Shanice, Shamini and Izan at Food Court, KLCC around 7ish. Shanice dah put on weight and dress conservatively ever since she's got married. Shamini in the midst of getting a divorce. Izan is still trying to have a baby. Miss Uols.

Quickie:
1. 25 June: Pyan masseur at my home around 12ish.

Date:
1. 26 June, 2 Jul: Wan at Shah Alam, Sec 7.
2. 29 June: Q at menara celcom.
3. 13 Jul: Han at Precinct 18.

Shag:
1. 30 June: Ril at Putrajaya.
2. 3 Jul: Faz at my home.

Can't wait to go to Redang.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Aku tak percaya cinta (Episod 2)

Ni sambung dari posting dulu.

Thanks Lazyf for the comment. Maybe you are partly true. Maybe ada guy yang believe in love. Percaya pada cinta. Setia kasih pada cinta. But I have learned from my experience and the guys yang I pernah keluar for dating that they don't really actually look for love even if they said so in the first place. I chatted with one guy at YM yesterday. It was a very interesting conversation.

Imagine he's got 15 bfs from his age of 16 till 24. That's 8 years. Wow. Can a person have multiple bfs at any one time? macamana dia nak share the love? Which one should get more love from him? But having many bfs at any one time does it mean you that you are undecisive? Entah lah. I dun want to be judgmental etc but I can'?t share my love with multiple persons at any one time. Hey, i can't even have one bf. Ini kan pulak 15 bfs... What was I thinking?

Probably it's more lust than love. Macam mudah sangat. Seperti menukar baju. I can never be like that. I need to focus on one person to give all my love.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

AKU TAK PERCAYA CINTA

Aku dah tak percaya cinta.
Cinta plu semuanya absurd.
Buang masa.
Tak ada hasil.
Ada ke plu yang percaya cinta sekarang ni?
Semua cinta plu berasaskan nafsu aje.
Superficial. Memandang paras rupa.

Aku dah bosan.

Baik aku single lagi bagus dan tidak mencari cinta.

Fuck love.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Nicole Linkletter Cycle 5 ANTM winner!


Nicole Linkletter is the 5th winner of ANTM. I dah agak she could win coz she is just so cute and edgy and high fashion and that fierce catwalk. Nicole is from North Dakota and she was in the bottom two twice and surprisingly, she never won any challenges. She has appeared in a few magazines termasuklah cover for Cleo Malaysia for Most Eligible Bachelor April 2009 issue. Among the magazines that she has been featured on:
1. Apple Daily
2. More Magazine
3. Elle Magazine Singapore
4. Marie Claire malaysia may 2009
5. T3 Singapore Magazine
6. Vanidades
7. Elle
8. women's health and fitness
9. Golf for women
10. Elle Girl
11. In Touch
12. Celebrity Living
13. People

Her body is tailor-made for high fashion. She is now signed with a few modelling agencies like Nous Management in LA and Diva Models in Singapore.

A round-up of who was eliminated first till last: Ashley, Ebony, Cassandra (quit the show), Sarah, Diane, Coryn, Kyle, Lisa, Kim, Jayla, Bre, Nik.

3 of my favourite photos are; Nicole's Bollywood shoot, Kim's crazy shoot, and Nik's couture shoot

3 of my worst photos: Ebony, Kim's super hero shoot, and Sarah's running away from Ms J

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Waddup!

Sorry peeps coz it's been days since my last post. Busy lah. Atau pun looks like busy (LLB). Hehehe! There's nothing much happened to me since last Friday (28 May). I did go out for a date with a guy, A on Sunday. We watched Night at the museum 2 at Pavilion KL. He was ok. But definitely no spark. I am very much in need of a spark. The last time I felt I have a spark was with F but it turned out to be a "NO SPARK" at all. Bummer!

So, I have definitely moved on with my life. Forgotten about F altogether. I have even put ** next to his name. FYI, whenever I put ** to a guy's name, it denotes that:
1. I have met the guy but wished not to meet him again.
2. We have no spark
3. I had sex with him but would never do it with him again. In short, my ONS (one night stand).
4. He's an absolute psycho or nutjob.
5. He's not my taste
6. He used to be my ex bf.
7. He rejected me.
8. The worst sex ever or one of the forgettable sex ever.
9. He's a money boy.
10. he stopped contacting me after our first date.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

GOOD FRIDAY!

Hi peeps! Don't confuse the title with the usual Good Friday that we all know. Sebenarnya, today is so good that it really made my day (which normally is a dull day as the day goes by for the past 2 weeks here in my new workplace). Why? Coz hari ni for the first time i saw lots of hunks kat sini. From 8.30am till now (11.02am), ada at least 4 hunks (of my taste lah) yg i'm drooling over.

OMG! Now they motivated me to love my newworkplace. Love maybe a lil bit overrated. Let's just put like instead. The 1st 3 guys i noticed kat open cafe area. The 1st one was a lil bit abang2. I think nama dia Z... Tall. Nice long legs. He looks so good in jeans. Cute goatee. Nice spiky hair. Shall i go on? Butt... not so nice coz probably dia dah kawin kot judging from his appearance. But who cares.

The second guy was his staff. Maybe chinese but i'm not sure. He could me 'chinese-look' malay. Chiselled look with good bone structure. Nice fit body in all the right places. Yummy! The 3rd guy was a malay twink. very tall. lanky. wearing jeans. nice bun. Did i say the 2nd guy has a nice bun too? Hehehe! Nice complexion. The last guy was in the same lift with me. he smells so good. tall. definitely love music. clean cut kinda guy.

To sum up, today is just a reckoning day lah. It uplifts my spirit and enlightens my mood. Any more hunks? Well, we just have to wait and see, don''t we......

Saturday, May 23, 2009

TERUSKANLAH!

Hidup kena teruskan. Nasib baik aku dah dapat kerja setelah 4 bulan menganggur. Oklah. Janji ada kerja tetap dan gaji tetap. Apa2 pun aku dah mula kerja 18 Mei lepas tapi yang tak bestnya gaji bulan ni dapat bulan depan. Kena kuar duit saving lah gamaknya. At the same time, aku masih teruskan business part time aku:
1. One drop perfumes
2. Ezy mobile (SMS business)
3. Public mutual fund (unit trust)
So, kalau sesiapa nak beli my product / service, sila lah hubungi aku kat:
HP: 012 248 2356
email: fendi6@yahoo.com

Apa kata kita buat countdown what happened to me atau benda yang aku buat from 1 May hingga 15 May?
1 May - Birthday Akmal yang ke 10. Tak sempat balik Alor Gajah coz esok ada exam Public Mutual Fund.

2 May - Exam Public Mutual Fund. Aku pass. Yay! I am now a certified unit trust consultant.

3 May - Went for a date with Irwan at Midvalley around 6pm at Dome. Rasanya dia macam tak taste kat aku. Biasalah kerja dahsyat kat Petronas. Aku dah agak most staff Petronas agak kekwat dan berlagak. Ya lah. Gaji banyak. Bonus banyak. Mestilah berlagak.

4 May - Shagged Gr Shah around 1am.

6 May - Shagged Gr Plsf..me around 6pm. He said I have a nice cxxx. And he love my fxxx.

7 May - Went out with Ta at Times square. Tengok cite wolverine. Pastu shagged faiz kat Bluewave Hotel Shah alam later that night.

8 May - Lunch dengan Yus. Pastu pi amik offer letter. Date with Edie at Midvalley. Another date yg tak menjadi. Aku selalu bad luck lah. budak ni cute. tapi of course dia nak yg hot.

10 May - Celebrate Mother's Day. Bought my mum a bag.

11 May - Celebrate birthday Ana Marina (my BFF). Beli kek utk dia and bagi one drop perfume as gift.

12 May- Shagged Gr charm kat Belimbing High around 11am. 2 round ok. Sambil tengok porn kat TV. The apartment is great. Bila lah aku leh dapat stay in my own apartment?

14 May - date with Farish at Alamanda. Ok lah. Tapi dia not my taste. But we remain friends.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Hunk alert: Yama Carlos!



This is my tribute to this Indonesian hunk. First saw him on the movie,'Merah itu Cinta'. So smitten by him that I decided to pay a tribute to him.

Nama sebenar: Hamba Ramanda (be my slave baby! Hehehe...)

Tarikh lahir: 28 Dec 1980

Asal: Semarang

Mulai karier as a model since 2001.

Made a mark as a model via Look Inc. on 2004.

Sebenarnya gagap so he managed to overcome his stutter to become an actor.

Antara filem2 Yama termasuk:

1. Belahan Jiwa (2005)

2. Angkerbatu (2007)

3. merah itu cinta (2007)

4. in the name of love (2008)

5. May (2008)

6. Penantian terakhir (2008)

7. merem melek (2008)

8. Mati suri (2008)

Film review: Merah itu cinta!




I watched this movie, 'Merah itu Cinta' on Astro Kirana yesterday (12 May 2009) for the second time to have a better understanding of the story coz I kinda lost watching it the first time on TV. Yang anehnya, filem ini agak melankolik dan penuh dengan simbol dan metafor yang self-explanatory in a subtle kind of way. Apa itu merah? Cinta yang merah? Kebahagiaan? Simbol cinta? Onar yang membunuh? In this film, red signifies everything I mentioned.
Raisa (Marsha Timothy) just lost her fiance, Rama (the everly delicious Yama Carlos) in a car accident. Emangnya, Rama dalam perjalanan untuk memberitahu Raisa hal yang penting tentang hubungan mereka. What i finally realized (via the movie's flash back) is that Rama was about to tell Raisa that he loved someone else more than her and that person is Aria (Gary Iskak), his best buddy and childhood friend. How sweet!
OMG! Being a bisexual that he is (of course withour Raisa knowing), Rama has never been happier with Aria and the photos said it all. Raisa tidak dapat menerima kematian Rama dan yakin yang ada wanita lain yang bisa membahagiakan Rama. Until one day, Aria left Raisa with a letter and photo of him and Rama. Raisa came to her senses that she has been loved by Rama at least even if Rama loved Aria more. Walau Raisa tidak bersama Rama lagi, dia tetap bahagia bahwa dia telah berani mencintai seseorang dengan begitu tulus dan secara utuh. Ia tetap mencintai Rama, tapi kematian Rama bukan berarti akhir dari kehidupannya.
Aria loves Rama so much that he wanted to feel Rama again even if it means from Raisa' body for the last time. Raisa finally realized that Rama's true love lies with Aria that she decided to give Aria her engagement ring and finally felt free as the glimpse of sunrise appears towards the end of the movie.
Imagine you feel that you know your loved one throughout your entire life, but, most of the time, there are things that are outside our control especially love. Cinta itu indah. Cinta itu bahagia. Cinta itu mendamaikan. Cinta itu aman. Cinta jua membunuh. Cinta jua membuat kita gila. Tapi cinta kadangkala bisa dibahagi2. Tapi cinta sejati hanya satu. Mereka yang bisa mengecapi cinta sejati adalah mereka yang terpilih. Cinta itu merah!

Monday, March 09, 2009

Apa cer terbaru aku?

For the record, I'm still jobless. But good news I maybe getting the job with Megamobile Solutions (a subsidiary of Singapore-based Zing Mobile). Now, waiting for the offer letter.

25 Feb 09 - Went for 2nd interview with Megamobile at Midvalley Northpoint. Masa on the way nak ke lif tu, ternampak my colleagues kat ex co's Media Sales department tengah lepak kat luar, gossipping and smoking. Luckily, aku pakai spek hitam, diorang tak perasan. Kalau tak, harus aku diterjah. Ayoo!

26 Feb 09 - G4 Per came to meet me at warung kat area my apartment. We just chatted. He looks older than me though. Anyway, at one point, he was talking to his friends over the phone about 10 mins. That is just distracting. A complete no-no. Why would someone do that while going out for a date? That really puts me off. Anyway, he's not my type.

28 Feb 09 - The last day of Feb and I am still jobless and restless. Went to meet an old friend, A at Salak Tinggi. It's been 2 years since we last met. We shared stories. OKLah. Catching up to him. Biasalah budak MAS ni banyak cite and gossip. So dramatic lah kan. On the way nak balik kat salak Tinggi erl, there is one guy keep staring at me at the station. Siap2 senyum lagi. It was awkward coz I dun really smile to strangers coz tak biasa di'mengurat' in public . He's kinda cute though. So, macam tu je lah. Then, later kat Bandar tasik selatan, ada one Malay guy with his luggage (mcm balik dari traveling) stared at me twice. Huh!. Di mengurat again. Spt biasa. I mcm tu je lah. Dunno whether have to smile or not. later that night, watched Rasukan Ablasa at Mines with my friend, M. This is such a terrible movie. I should not have watched the movie. The movie is so bad in every aspects. Not scary at all. The bad acting. The bad make up. It's just bad news. People - please don't watch it.

6 Mar 09 - Watched Watchmen, another bad movie. It's just so slow moving kinda movie. I'm not familiar with the comics. The director should stick to 300 kinda movie. More shirtless bodylicious hunks, please.

7 Mar 09 - Balik kampung and celebrate birthday my anak buah, Adam yang kedua. Also celebrate birthday Adam's mum, my sister in law. Also celebrate birthday of my two sisters. A whole lot of birthday celebs. March ada 4 birthdays. Feb ada 1 aje. Apr ada 1 aje - my birthday. Hehehe!

Monday, March 02, 2009

Modelville: Naima rules!



Cycle 4 of ANTM returns. This time around, a cool punk chick called Naima won the competition. Just like cycle 3, we have 14 contestants this cycle. These are the girls from the 1st to get the boot to the winner.
14th-Brita
13th-Sarah
12th-Brandy
11th-Noelle
10th-Lluvy
9th-Rebecca & Tiffany (double elimination)
7th-Tatiana
6th-Michelle (the girl with face blemish flesh eating bacteria)
5th-Christina
4th-Brittany (Janice D's long-lost daughter).
3rd-Keenyah
2nd-Kahlen
1st-Naima

These time around, the contestants are based in LA. It also saw the girl who collapsed during judging i.e. Rebecca, something to do with balance disorder. It also saw double elimination where Tyra lost her control and fumed at Tiffany who was being disrespectful of Tyra. Michelle who created havoc in the loft with her face blemish supposedly be contagious -it's impetigo (I think). She also came out to the girls. A lesbian. Keenyah, who didn't even know who is Mandela. Poor thing. And let's not forget the final duel with the finale runway show where Naima and Kahlen have to walk on water. Kelas!!!

Tagline: Dive In

International destination: Cape Town, South Africa

The quirkiest contestant: Michelle

The bitchiest contestant: a tie between Tiffany and Brandy

The best photos: Michelle's zodiac shoot aquarius, Naima's shoot in Cape Town, Kahlen's 7 deadly sins shoot, wrath.




The worst photos: Lluvy's zodiac shoot deemed by Tyra as the worst photo in ANTM's history, Keenyah's draggish 7-deadly sins shoot, Tatiana's Got milk weird shoot.
Post ANTM:
Naima still modelled mostly for print works. Kahlen quits and become a bartender. What a waste! Keenyah - print works. Brittany - based in LA. Christina - print work. Michelle - turned straight, get married and had a kid. Tatiana - back to Hawaii. Tiffany-quits modelling. Rebecca - print work. Lluvy-print work. Brandy-quits. Sarah - featured in Stuff magazine. Brita - print work including a billboard.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Cerita aku post Valentine's Day

Masa Valentine's Day yang lepas, aku pegi panjat Gunung Datuk kat Rembau dengan one of my bff (best friend forever), Fairuz a.k.a. R.... So, what happened to me for the past 11 days. One thing for sure aku masih jobless. Thanks to asshole for making my life miserable. It's so hard to get a job these days. But I am pasrah that something good may happen to me in the near future. I have to keep praying dan harap2 Allah akan makbulkan doa2 aku.

15.2.09. - Shagged G4 Bxxeyes R around 3ish. He was a 19yo virgin. I didn't know he's a virgin until we sealed the deal. OMG! But he thanked me heaps for giving him the most pleasurable and mind blowing sexperience. You know me... I AM the expert.

16.2.09 - Shagged Aln around 12ish. It was more like a quickie. It was OK. But he had a fetish for smelling used underwear. Ewww! So, i have no choice but to give him my underwear and u couldn't imagine the reaction on his face when he smelled it. It's like a kid getting a brand new toy. Kinky stuff!!! He likes to smell my armpit too. So, i let him smell it.

17.2.09 - Another lunch shag with G4 s... eri.... He has a nice smooth white ass. I had to bite it and I shagged him like nobody's business. In every position possible.

18.2.09 - Shagged masseur Arxx around 5ish. actually i really need a massage since my tangan kiri a bit lenguh2. This time I climaxed seperti gunung berapi yang memuntahkan lavanya. Dia pun terkejut tengok I cum seperti tu. What an explosion!!!!

19.2.09 - Interview with Mega.... at Mid Valley. It was OK. It is a small company but it's growing. The co is based in Singapore but overall I have a mixed reaction whether I would make the cut. We'll see!

20.2.09 - Dated Mj Aj around 4ish. He wasn't really my type but he is a nice guy. Young but matured.

22.2.09 - Dated Mj Eixxx around 4ish at Mid Valley. He just got back from gym. I can tell from his face that he's not into me. That's weird since he's the one who said hello to me at manjam, wanting to know me and all. People are weird you know especially the plu. He wants to ne a model or plans to lah. Well, sayonara. Bygones!

23.2.09 - Shagged Pinoy Guy, Marxxx around 9ish at an apartment nearby Amcorp Mall. It was NOT a good shag. I shagged him twice and I didn't climax at all. The whole shag was so uncomfortable that I juz want to end it soon. Oh what a disaster!

24.2.09 - Shagged G4 bxxeyes around 2ish.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Modelville: Eva the diva!



Cycle 3 returns with more dramas! More tantrums! A plus size contestant! And a diva i.e. Eva. Eva won this cycle and is the 1st black contestant to win the title. This also the first cycle to feature 2 black contestant as a Finalist. Cycle 3 has 14 contestants and the 1st cut saw the girls battling it out at Jamaica to do the Bikini shoot. Herewith are the girls with the first to be eliminated:
1. Magdalena (the 1st girl who got eliminated on the spot and not during judging)

2. Leah (plain Jane)

3. Julie (the first Indian contestant who wants to be a manufacturer. Duh!)

4. Kristi

5. Jennipher

6. Kelle (the girl with a monkey mouth)

7. Cassie (the bulimic.)

8. Toccara (the 1st plus size contestant)

9. Nicole

10. Norelle (the girl who stumbled in the runway).

11. Ann (the girl who mutilated Cassie's brownies "clean your shit")

12. Amanda (legally blind. Is she blind now? Dunno)

13. Yaya (the African sister)

Winner - Eva!

The catch-phrase of Cycle 3: Beauty in progress

The bitchiest contestant: Eva

The overseas destination: Tokyo, Japan.

The girl who won go-sees: Eva

The quirkiest: Amanda

The best photos: Eva's Covergirl shoot and Ford Mustang shoot, Amanda's rollerskates shoot and Japanese anime shoot.


The worst photos: Kelle's Nivea shoot, Ann's kimono shoot, Magdalena's bikini shoot.Post ANTM:
Eva acted in The Young and The Restless. Yaya acted in a movie along Antonio Banderas. Amanda still model and not blind yet (mmm). Ann did lots of print works. Norelle, Nicole, Cassie, Kelle, Jennipher, Kristi, Leah, Magdalena, Julie - stopped modelling. Toccara - has been featured in Vogue Italia. You go girl!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Modelville: ANTM Cycle 2!

Cycle 2 returns. Best nya. This time ada Asian contestant, April Wilkner dari Florida of japanese-american blood. April was so exotic. She even had a hunky boyfriend. Love her so much. Cycle 2 started on air kat US in Jan 2004 with a new tagline 'They are all gorgeous, but only one has what it takes.' Siapa lagi kalau bukan Yoanna. My all-time favourite ANTM winner and contestant. She's soooooooooo stunning. So gorgeous. So prettttttttyy! This time around ada 12 contestant.

The winner:
The girls went to Milan, Italy. The girls went for go-sees in motorbikes with hot Italian hunks. How cute! Yoanna won a contract with IMG Models, a fashion spread in Jane magazine, and cosmetic campaign with Sephora. Yoanna actually the oldest to win the title at 23 yo.


The losers:

Anna (the 1st to get eliminated. 1st plus size girl of ANTM history. A mum. Dia tak nak bogel, hence, she was kicked out. Too bad mama). Bethany (the busty contestant. She looks more like porn star than a model). Heather (3rd to get the cut. She's just so dull.) Jenascia (the girl who's overslept. She looked dazed and confused and too short for the industry). Xiomara (remember the picture where she looked like walrus wearing chiffon. That was an ugly pic.) Catie (the girl who is condemned for her hooker style dress.) Sara (the most heart-wrenching elimination. She deserved to stay rather than Camille). Camille (the bitchiest contestant of this Cycle. This is my signature walk, and it's the walk that's going to make me famous. Ayoo.. Very the statement. But i love her). April (overanalytical. Too bad, she's fierce. Plus, she fancied Nigel.) Shandi (the quirkiest contestant in this cycle). Mercedes (the underdog lupus contestant.)


Picture below: The winner (Yoanna). The bitch (Camille). The quirky (Shandi).
The best photos:

Yoanna (Beauty shot). April (Crouching tiger underwater shoot). Xiomara (Grace Jones).The worst photos:
Camille (the puffed lip). Xiomara (walrus). Heather.



Post ANTM:

Yoanna turned TV host. Mercedes is a spokesperson for Lupus foundation. Shandi left the industry. April pursued acting. Camille launched her own lingerie line called Lingeriewear. She strutted her 'famous' catwalk at some major runways. Sara did some print work for L'Oreal. Catie is now based in LA. Xiomara signed with Boss Models. Jenascia - back to be Hooters' girls. Heather - lost in oblivion and so were Bethany and Anna.