Right now I'm feeling disillusioned. As if I were a bird and flying to nowhere. Restless. Destination-less. A flight to nowhere. It seems that my life has become so stale. so stagnant. so motionless. so static. so routine. so uncertain. so unsure. i dun even know what i want. what do i really want in life? i felt i have been wasting my life for something that is impossible. love. a gay love, that is.
well, i just cried while writing this post while listening to Agnes Monica's 'Teruskanlah'. why i can't be happy just like any other gays who are happily attached? i know this cinta is luar biasa. bukan cinta biasa. but i need to love and be loved. but i'm seem outta luck.
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