Apa khabarku di sini?

It's been more than a month since my last post. Apa khabarku di sini? One thing for certain, I'm still hanging here. Living life as it is. Shagging as usual. Well, i can't live without sex. It keeps me going. It keeps me sane. Thanks to Exx, Ax, Dxxx, Pelxxxx, Kxxx, Zazxxx, Rxx, Avxx, Haxx, Stevxx, Camxx, and Nixx - for keeping me sane. Hehehe.... U made my day. I had fun with all of you.

Went out on a date with a guy from Romeo, Ilxxx, at Bukit Bintang Area around 6ish on 3rd Apr. We had a good chat. Good conversation. But that's about it. He did contact me a few times after that. But he's just lost in oblivion (I think). he never contacted me since then. Well, that's how bad my dating life is. It's kinda hard to know whether you made a good impression on your first date. Will it lead to a second date? Will it lead to a disaster? Will it be the first and the last you will meet him?

I think more of the latter. But I never gave up. That's the beauty of being me. I never give up. Never give up in life. One thing that I will persevere is the desire to be rich. For that to happen, I have to be debt-free first. Then, setting up a small business maybe. Then i'll take it from there. I should also find a better paying job. There is never a short cut to wealth or being wealthy. Unless you are born filthy rich or born wealthy i.e. royal family, your dad or mum is Dato or Datin. Then, money is not an issue to you then. Unless some rich guy wants to have you as your boyfriend, then, life would be a fairytale then. Everyone is pining for the greatest gift in life.

Being wealthy doesn't necessarily make you happy. I just got back from Cambodia and I went to see this floating village at Tonle Sap lake. I saw poverty at its worst. Imagine having to live your whole life on a lake. rumah di atas air. That is your bed. Your shower. Your playground. Your kitchen. Your room. YOUR LIFE..... It made me sad a lil bit. I should be glad that we, Malaysians, don't have to go through that ordeal in our live.

It made me nourish and cherish every single bits of my life. Maybe, someday, I would like to see myself involve in charity work once I have reached my personal goal.