This is not Lady GaGa's song 'Bad Romance' even if that song has been insanely playing on the radios and on telly. Enough of Gaga and her cuckoo-ness. Anyway, my posting today refers to the never ending tales of romance (if any) that ever occured to me. Well, my romantic life is pretty non existent. I am still pining for the very romantic notion just like any romantic movies. I'm pining to be loved, in love, and loving someone. I'm hoping for that moment to come. But to no avail.
What made me even pissed is that some people can easily find romance. My colleague told me yesterday that his uni friend has just came out to him over the weekend. My friend, A, was so shocked to hear that since that uni friend (let's name him C) is ever the religious type (very the ustaz type) or what A coined 'Budak surau'. C was so alim that A never think that C might be gay. Esp. considering the fact that C is actually not so good looking or in other words, 'ugly'.
To make it even worse, C is now in a uniform workforce here in Malaysia. A profession that every Malaysians is so proud of and well respected. And guess what, C is married to a girl (of course). And..... C has a boyfriend in the same workforce. Both are 'uniform men'. And they are both in love. Madly. Even worst, both are not handsome. What's happening to the world?
Even the butt ugly guys can find a boyfriend and soulmates.
What about me?
What about now?
Hearing his stories, I just wanna puke and made me wonder as to why I can't find love. Do i have the negative vybes that people prefer to stay away from? Or i juz have NO ROMANCE chop all over my forehead.. LOSER maybe...
I wonder....
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