Yup. I am proud to say that I am fugly i.e. fucking ugly. At least some guy told me that. What would ur reaction be if someone said to your face that you are? He didn't say to my face but the body language said it all. One thing for sure i love GLEE. Fucking love GLee so much (FUGLEE). It's a reality check. I always know that I am not the hunkiest bunch neither the cutest bunch. I kinda accept the fact that i am ugly.
Can a fugly person be happy? I doubt it. Take me for example. Being a fugly that I am, life is so hard. I'm living thru sadness, downs, the lows, the rejections, the humiliations. Yet i am surviving. Never content. Never fully happy. Never equipped. I'm so 'luluh' rite now. I'm mentally drained with all the lies, the hypocrisy, the constant rejection. But i keep bouncing back. Hoping that i will no longer be deemed as not fugly in someone's eyes.
After all, we are only human. Human with imperfections. Human with flaws. Human with needs. Human with desires. Human with the wanting to love and be loved. I'm not sure whether a fugly deserves a happiness. But one thing for certain, everyone wants to be happy in their life or at any point in their life. I wanna see the light of day as to when will that ray of happiness lights up my otherwise gloomy days.
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Me also in FUGLY category but i never bother with what other people think bout me...
Good on u Lazyf! Be and stay positive.
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