Tuesday, May 18, 2010

What's wrong with me?

Actually i dunno what to write. Coz I just dunno what is wrong with me. I think i am luck-less. I'm just so unlucky with love. With my career. Here i am getting older as the day goes by. Not necessarily wiser. The world is so unfair sometimes to people like me. especially me. Some people can easily be loved, in love, with someone who is so sesuai, so padan, so MFEO (made for each other). A picture perfect couple of happiness.

I am surrounded with people i know and strangers with stories of their romance and otherwise handsome, drop dead gorgeous, other half. Am i jealous? Of course i am. Imagine that person is your friends. Your colleagues. Your staff. I can go insane thinking about it. Why not me? Am i so un-dateable? Do i have the ick factor that people dare not to approach me for more than sex? I'm just confused. Seriously confused. seriously. seriously.

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