Dating is so unpredictable. Just like life. So Forrest said 'Life is like a box of chocolate, you will never know what you gonna get.' I went out for a few dates lately. I'm not sure whether the date went out perfect or otherwise. But one thing for certain, my first date with anyone lately is and will always be the last. It's like the world is not siding me again. Maybe the cupid stroke other persons instead of me.
Did I give my date a bad vibe? Are there signals that I didn't see that my date see? Or was it a case of love is so NOT at first sight for me? Did i reveal too much during the date? Have i been so direct and 'in your face' kinda attitude that put my date off? Did i speak too much? Or too little? Or could it be that i' FUGLY to his liking? Or did i have no personality (reminiscing Tyra's during elimination for those ANTM contestant whom she thought lacked personality)? Seriously Tyra, as if you have a good personality.
I'm just puzzled. I had three date since my birthday, 23 Apr 2010. On 26th Apr with H. On 3rd May with K. On 4th May with A. Entahlah. Sometimes benda2 mcm ni you can't expect much. You never know what people think about you. How they judge you etc? Did i bother? I don't. But i'm just wondering. It could be a matter of taste. Or looks? Or personality? or all the above? At 36, i'm still NOT GAME for dating. Or maybe he's just not that into me... God knows.....
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